This song is absolutely unbelievable, the composition, the emotion transmitted, the lyrics... This is exactly how I felt when I I lost what I believed to be the love of my life. Everyday was a swirl of emotions, I felt dead inside, I had to fake all the emotions I felt, I felt like I was dragging a heavy burden every day around me, I wanted to set fire to everything and I wanted to scream, I hated and loved him and wanted him and then regretted it. That scream is exactly how the loss feels like, loss of love, of passion, of desire, of expectation...of myself. This is an absolute masterpiece ‼️HOLY SHIT!😳‼️
🥀Heart Heart Head💔
If you're in a relationship or leaving a relationship with a narcissist, these lyrics hit differently. WE HAVE TO KILL THAT LOVE or else we will lose ourselves because of them.
🥀Monster🥀
Ok, now this is going to sound crazy. But, it seems like the videos/songs for "Monster", "Heart Heart Head" and "Desire" seem like a bizarre spiritual trilogy. "Monster" - girl is madly in love with a guy and starts feeling like he doesn't really love her (Genuinely) so she literally murders him. Love has turned her into a monster. "Heart Heart Head" - girl is dealing with the grief after losing him, carrying this burden (the burning log) of knowing what shes' done. All she wants is to bring him back. Regrets what she's done. She'd "die" for just one kiss. Little things start happening like feeling the air retreat and pressure on her lips. She's feeling this maddening guilt and loneliness. "Desire" - deceased lover comes back for her in ghost form and gives her what she wants. One can only assume he eventually takes her down to his hell as well. Just my theory of course.
🥀Desire🥀
This next video I believe is about falling in lust or love with someone else ( Narcissist) while married to another. "Heart Heart Head" sounds like an affair, she's saying "how can i fake it with another man? how can I love him on the weekend?". She falls out of love with her husband, even growing to hate him at no fault of his own, which makes her feel like a monster. she has dark thoughts about wanting to kill him because she hates being attached to him and hates the emotional burden keeping her there. "Desire" I believe is how she feels for the man she's having the affair with. Then "Sorry" "sorry I lost our love without a reason why".
